Showing posts with label Piers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Piers. Show all posts
Friday, 20 September 2013
Chapter 18: At The Scotsman
“So
how come I’ve never asked you your story?” Marshall pulled out a chair in front
of the window and sat down.
“I
don’t know. Why have you never asked me my story?” Pilar sat on the wooden
chair facing Marshall, placing her pint on the table between them.
“I
don’t know,” Marshall smiled and scratched the back of his head. “I guess I
never got around to it. So, yeah, what is your story? Hazel tells me your
family is from Chile?”
“Yeah.
Well my parents are anyway. They moved out here in the 70s after Pinochet took
control of the country. My Dad was a Marxists at university, and sympathetic to
the MIR guerrillas in the aftermath of the coup. So it was only a matter of
time before he was fingered. My parents met just after Dad had finished his
geologist training and was doing his field training up in the Andes where he
met a young Indian mulatto and fell in love. They married within 3 months of
meeting, and they fled Chile before the military could get a hold of them.”
“Woah.
That’s awesome. What a story!”
Pilar
laughed. “Maybe now. But at the time they were packing themselves. It’s no
laughing matter to be wanted by a junta known to disappear people at will.”
“I
guess not. So that makes your family refugees, then? They weren’t fuckin' boat
people were they?” Marshall put on his most exaggerated bogan drawl. “Get to
the back of the fuckin' queue!”
Pilar
laughed. “Not even. They took a fuckin'
plane. Got in the proper way, hey.”
They
laughed and took great swigs of the beers to fill in the silence that followed.
Marshall continued. “Have you been there at all?”
“Yeah.
My parents took me there when I was a teenager; when they considered it safe
again.”
“How
was that, going to your homeland? Do you think you’ll ever go and live there?”
“I
don’t think so. My life is here, all my friends are here. This is where I know.
This is home. It’s a completely different world over there, and I barely even
speak the language.”
Marshall
looked out the window at the traffic banked up on Beaufort St. The sour smell
of stale beer rose from the carpet under the table. Spots of rain fell on the
footpath outside. Patrons edged their tables further under the awning seeking
shelter. Pilar picked up her beer and rotated the glass so that the beer caught
and washed away the foam clinging to the sides of the glass as she tilted the
cool liquid towards her mouth.
“So
why Australia? Why not somewhere Spanish speaking?”
“Well
at the time the rest of South America was in a pretty similar situation. It
just wasn’t a safe place to be. And my father had heard of all the geology and
mining opportunities over here, so he knew he wouldn’t really struggle to find
work. His English was limited, but he got by. They had me, and here I am.”
“Here
you are.” Marshall smiled and raised his glass. She met it in mid-air with her
own. They sipped. “So is your Dad
still in the mining industry?”
“Kinda,
yeah. He had a bit of a crisis of conscience not long after he got here. He
couldn’t quite marry up his socialist instincts with the whole ‘raping the
earth’ thing.”
They
shared a smile. “I was wondering about that, yeah.”
“He’s
since switched from the exploration thing to the restoration side of things. It
floats better with his conscience cleaning up the mess rather than making it in
the first place. I still give him crap for being in that whole industry, but at
least he’s taken steps to make sure his own impact is minimized. I’m sure there
are a lot of miners that used to think like my father, but for whatever reason
have chosen to abandon that way of thinking. I have to be proud of my father
for that.” For all her left wing distain for capitalism she would defend her
father from accusations against his credibility until the end of time. She was
proud of him, his story, his journey.
As
they were taking long drags from their glasses Pilar waved over Marshall’s
shoulder as Alby bounded into the pub. He waved back and shouted a greeting
towards them as he reached the bar and ordered. While he waited for his beer to
be poured he came over to chat.
“Hi
guys! Fancy seeing you here,” he drawled sarcastically.
“Where’s
Zach? I thought he was coming too.”
“He
is. He’s just gone up to see Donna first. Stupid boy’s in love or something.”
“Yeah.
What a loser.” She sipped her beer. “Well?”
“Well
what?”
“You
know perfectly well what.”
“Oh,
you know,” Alby brushed away at the air in front of his face.
“Come
on.”
“Weeeeellllllll.
We’re going to America if that’s what you mean.”
Pilar
squealed with delight and leapt up to hug him. Beer sloshed over the rim of her
glass. Alby laughed as she hung, feet dangling, from his neck. Marshall stood
and shook his hand.
“When
are you going?”
“March
next year. We’ll be playing some showcases at South-by-South-West in Texas.
It’s going to be awesome.”
“That’s
fucking huge! Congratulations.”
“Ta.
Our label’s been in talks with Merge Records in the US and they’ve secured us a
distribution deal. We’ll be playing gigs under their banner, and all that
brings. It’s such a rush. We’re gonna tour the motherfucking US of A!”
High
fives were dealt. Mattias rushed up from behind and leapt onto Alby’s back.
“Fuck yeah, you sonofabitch!”
“Do
you need roadies? I could be a roadie. Check out me guns,” said Pilar, flexing.
“Don’t
know yet. That’ll depend on how much we get, and if we can squeeze any extra
out of DCA or Arts Oz. It’d be great to have you along though. You’ll be first
in line.”
“Damn
straight.”
“I
can come too, right?” Mattias chipped in.
“Sure
man. You’re not banned from leaving the country?”
“Yeah,
but I can get around that. I’m a master of disguise.” Mattias turned away and
motioned as if rearranging his own face. He turned around, fingers looped
around his eyes like glasses and a finger across his upper lip hiding his
moustache.
“Hi.
Can we help you?”
“Where
did Mattias go?”
“He
just disappeared.”
“It’s
me guys!” he removed his hands from his face and glowed at them.
“Wow!
You’re amazing!”
“How
did you do that?”
“Woah.”
“It’s
my illusion.”
Alby
went back to the bar and collected his drink and Mattias ordered one of his
own. Marshall and Pilar dragged another table to the one they had been sitting
at and gathered more chairs for the newcomers. They stood around the tables and
proposed toasts to Alby’s triumph. Mattias skulled his first pint in
celebration, then turned the empty glass over his crown. Chairs were selected
and butts and backs squirmed into the wood until their bodies were comfortable
and relaxed.
“Hazel
at work then?”
“Yep.
Finishes at 8:30 I think.”
“She’s
coming out after?”
“You’d
hope so.”
“Good.
We haven’t seen her in ages. Someone’s
been hogging her.”
“You
guys are still sexing like rabbits then?” said Mattias, overstretching the
boundaries of civil discourse, as was his want.
Marshall
laughed sheepishly and blushed. He tried to suppress it, but only succeeded in
reddening even deeper. The others laughed as if they had sprung some hidden
secret from him, making him blush ever more.
Fortuitously
for Marshall, Zach’s sudden arrival drew the attention of the others away from
him. They raised their glasses towards him and cheered as he walked into the
room. Zach grinned and bowed deeply, driving the others to stand and applaud
his arrival. The hum of conversations around the room hushed, and the heads of
the other patrons turned towards them. Some recognised Zach and Alby and
whispered between each other and tried to look discretely in their direction,
while others remained nonplussed. Zach made his way over.
“Hey
guys! I take it Alby’s told you already?” He took a chair and sat between
Mattias and Marshall, who slapped him on the back in pride.
“It’s
so awesome! Congratulations.”
“Thanks
guys. It’s such a rush.”
“Are
the other guys coming down?”
“They’ve
gone home to tell their people. They’ll be down in a bit. And Donna is gonna
try to close up a bit early.” He turned to Marshall. “Is Hazel coming?”
The
others laughed. “Yeah, after work,” he mumbled. “Piers is coming down too.”
“Ah
cool. So, who’s for pizza?”
They made the most of happy hour with a stream of $10 pizza-and-pints as
the room started to fill with friends, strangers, students and barfly’s. As the
minute hand neared the twelve they descended on the bar to stockpile drinks for
the hard slog ahead. The central tables were mashed into bizarre shapes and the
roster of patrons swelled until all the chairs were taken and the extras
crowded the bar and the darkened corners of the room. Some leant forward intent
on hearing and being heard above the din, while others seemed content to lean
back and soak up the noise and laughter filling the room.
A dark-clad figure squeezed between two men
leaning against the doorjambs and into the room. Stale beer, leather and wet
carpet laced with the sweet smells from the kitchen hit her nostrils causing
her face to curl. She scanned the room, squinting against the dull fluorescent lighting
before pushing her way down the line of the bar, all the while keeping her eyes
peeled for her friends. A hand reached out and grabbed her bicep. She turned
towards her accoster and, recognizing the face of an acquaintance, stopped to
exchange pleasantries. After a minute of obligatory back and forth she excused
herself and continued her hunt.
A voice called her name above the hubbub and she
turned in the direction it came from. Zach was slung low in his chair and
resting a glass on his belly as he waved in her direction. She lifted her head
in recognition and raised her arm in reply before apologising her way through
conversations to emerge at the tables opposite Zach.
“Congratulations! It’s so exciting!” she said,
leaning over the table.
Zach stood to receive her hug. “Thanks. It’s
going to be fucking awesome.”
“I know. Do you know when you’re going and how
long?”
“In March. Dunno for how long yet. See how
much money we get from Merge and grants and shit.” The effects of the alcohol
were noticeable to Hazel, but seemingly not to anyone else.
“It’d be great if you got to do some shows in
New York or L.A. or something.”
“Shit-yeah!” He raised his glass. A tiny bit
of beer sloshed over the side. “Whoops,” he said as he brushed it off his
jeans.
Marshall turned from his conversation with
Mattias, Piers and Yoshi- who had appeared as if an apparition from the night-
on the couch, grinned widely and motioned for Hazel to come around and sit on
his knee. She smiled, waved and blew a kiss, but laid claim to the seat just
vacated next to Pilar instead. Marshall put on his hangdog face. Hazel laughed,
but remained where she was. Pilar poked her tongue out at him. “Nerds smell,”
she said and held her nose.
"Well, so do Darkies, so there."
She poked her tongue out at him again and
turned to Hazel. “So how was work?”
“Oh you know; tiring.”
“Boss still giving you grief?”
“A bit. We weren’t too busy, so he had no
reason to stress himself out and get on my back. He keeps rostering me on, so I
must be doing something right. Anyway, how’s your night been?” Alby bought over
a glass, filled it up with beer from a jug and placed it in front of her. He
bent down and wrapped his arms around her neck. “Cheers. Congratulations.”
“Hi-ya” Alby giggled and waved the compliment
away with an effete flick of the wrist before turning and wandering off to a
new conversation.
“The night’s been fine. Got here early and had
a chat with your scientist friend about the past. It was nice. I don’t know if
I’ve ever had a proper conversation with him. I mean we’ve bantered a lot, but
never really talked of serious stuff. I can see why you like him.”
“Ha. Yeah. Once you get past the whole nerd
thing he’s great.”
“You’re so in loooove.”
“I don’t know about that…”
Pilar
gasped. “You do! Hahaha!” she pointed at her mockingly.
“Shut
up. You’ve made me blush.”
Pilar
squealed with delight. “Let the mocking commence.”
“You
can’t tell Marshall. Not that it’s true anyway…”
“I
won’t tell him.” Her eyes twinkled with mischief.
“Or
anyone else.”
“Not
even Alby?”
“Definitely
not Alby.”
“I
have to tell Donna though.”
Hazel
narrowed her eyes.
Marshall pulled himself out of the couch and
came around the table to greet Hazel properly. She tilted her head to his kiss
and he sat on her lap, propping his arm on the back of her chair to absorb some
of his weight.
“D’you
have a good night?”
“Meh.
It was alright. Same old, same old. Not too busy, which was nice.”
“Cool.
So, we were just talking over there on the couch and I just want to know where
you stand on something: would you dump me if I got the letters A, T and G
tattooed on the back of my hand?”
Hazel
looked across at Pilar, who shrugged. “OK. I may regret this, but what the hell
are you talking about?”
“OK.
Well, when cells make proteins, there needs to be some sign from the mRNA to
tell the ribosomes to start making the protein. ATG is the code sequence that
signifies this. So ATG literally means START! I think it’d be cool to have the
code for START! tattooed on the back of my hand to remind me to get shit done.”
“Marshall.”
She turned her torso to face him front on and made sure he was looking her in
the eye. Pilar gave a snort. “I have no idea what you just said, but it is
undoubtedly the nerdiest thing you have ever said to me, ever.”
“Thanks.”
“That
wasn’t a compliment. But to answer your question: no, I wouldn’t dump you for
it. I would laugh and pour scorn on you, but I’d still stay with you all the
same.”
“Good.
That’s all I wanted to know.”
“OK.
Get off now; your arse is bony.” She gave him a push and he duly stood up.
“You guys right for drinks then?”
They raised their glasses in confirmation, and
Marshall wandered off to the bar pulling his wallet out of his jeans.
Their perception of time unravelled across the night. By the time last
drinks were called it felt to the gathered as though barely an hour had passed,
and yet the memory of conversations and deeds would only be restored across the
coming days, and the implications thereof would last for weeks until all
details were adequately unpicked and untangled. Seats had been traded and
conversations entered and exited with fluidity until the borders of
conversations could no longer be determined, and the focus of their attention
for hours could have been any number of people or subjects. Topics serious,
mundane, whimsical and frivolous had all been broached; characters had been
invented, stereotypes mocked and existentialism theorised. It was one of those
glorious nights where weapons are forgotten and guards lowered and the purest
lines of thought and intention and enlightenment loom large above the throng
and all one need do is reach up and take it.
When the house lights were switched on Alby
and Pilar were entwined on the couch no longer aware of the goings-on around
them; Mattias was propped against the bar commentating on the action on the
couch with the rhythm section; Zach, Donna and Hazel were in passionate
discussion with a group of three others about the quality of support for local young
artists; and Marshall, Piers and Yoshi were pontificating on the current state
of national political discourse.
They had to be hounded out of the pub and into
the mild spring night; the staff unwilling to even consider the suggestion of a
lock-in. Alby and Pilar untangled from each other and stood around shuffling
their feet and trying not to arouse mocking looks from the others. Mattias
disappeared westward on the arm of the drummer, while the bassist angled
towards an invite back to some random girl’s flat. Donna huddled under Zach’s
arm for warmth and affection, and a distinctly intoxicated Marshall leant on
Hazel for support. Piers picked up the thread of an abandoned conversation with
the Arts bureaucrat that had been talking with Zach, Donna and Hazel, while
Yoshi disappeared without warning from whence he came.
The remnants formed a circle on the footpath
and talked awkwardly yet amicably. While the reasons may have been different
from person to person, not one of them wanted to be the one to break up the
huddle or suggest the next move, unwilling to yet call it a night and open
themselves up for mockery from the others.
Eventually Zach bit the bullet. Donna
naturally took his arm and they took leave of their friends and started the
short walk down the hill to Zach’s place. Alby was shifting his weight from
foot to foot and peering out over everyone’s heads into his own little world,
caught in two or three minds as to what course of action he should take. In the
dark of the pub it seemed only naturally that he would hook up with Pilar, but
here in the cold fluorescent light of the streetlamp his judgement was impaired
by the eyes of his peers. Slowly the others left two-by-two like animals into an
ark- Hazel back to Marshall’s, and Piers and Laura back to their own respective
houses after the obligatory exchange of numbers, leaving Pilar and Alby gawping
and bashful at their own fates.
They stood and laughed at each other for a
minute, before Alby mustered the energy to lighten the mood by holding himself
horizontal on a street sign pole and gradually lowering his body towards the
ground through the softening of his grip. Pilar threatened to topple him by draping
across his horizontal legs, causing him to panic and loosen his grip just that
little bit too much. His shoulder and hip smacked simultaneously into the
pavement and he rolled onto his back and lay prostrate with arms and legs
spread out. His eyes were closed but the rapid bouncing of his chest gave away
the resounding laughter to follow. His torso heaved and tears rolled from the
corners of his eyes to salt-streak his temples. It was like a valve had been
opened and the pressure released from the cylinder of his mind. He laid there, his
laughing face cramping into a grimace.
As Alby regained his composure the muscles of
his face relaxed and the skin hung plump and loose on his cheeks. He lay free and
calm, the antithesis to his usual self. Pilar knelt laughing at him and that
thing she couldn’t quite put her finger on. She peered curiously at his face,
watching each tiny tic and flush trying to figure out what was going on behind what
those eyelids hid. As he slowly opened them the whole veneer was laid bare.
They looked at each other as if for the first
time. A new and different world had opened up in the space between them and
they stared transfixed as it swirled and sparkled. They absorbed the essence of
that world, until slowly and finally it evaporated into a mirage and a memory.
They smiled, acknowledging. Alby chuckled lightly into his throat and Pilar
lowered her mouth to his.
“Do you want to come back to mine?” Pilar
asked.
Alby looked at her cagily. “Why?”
“Well, Donna and Zach are at yours, and
Hazel’s gone back to Marshall’s, so my house is empty.”
Alby giggled for lack of anything witty or intelligent
to say. Pilar stood slowly and pulled Alby to his feet. He straightened out his
clothes and cleared his throat. She started walking towards home, and Alby
followed like a puppy new to its lead.
Saturday, 1 June 2013
Between Here and the Sky- Chapter 6: Bright Young Things
As was customary, the show was merely the
start of the night. It was well established amongst members of the cultural
fringe that the house Alby shared with his co-conspirator Zach was the lens
that focussed the light. All the bright young things- the actors, the dancers,
the directors, the comedians and the visual artists- were drawn like moths to
the flame. Parties would become events and events would become legends and the
most important and vital thing one could ever be doing at the time was to be
there. Mythologies would be shared and recounted on the street. The minutiae
would flourish for years until they were firmly embedded within the cultural
grain.
You
couldn’t pause to capture a moment, nor merely let it all flow over you. Every
moment had to be experienced in all its intensity. If you were dancing you had
to commit every ounce of energy and sweat into each movement. If you were in
conversation you had to focus on every syllable breathed, examine it, turn it
over to catch every possible meaning no matter how unintentional, and return in
kind. As though if you missed a second you would never gain the insights into
life offered to you; forever keening forward to inhale the faintest wisps and
glimpses of truth and immortality. Follow tangents right to their end, take the
cue and run with another. Perfection could be glimpsed at such times, and
hearts would find their meter in the dry chill of the night.
The band
returned to stage to unplug and pack their instruments and the scientists headed
backstage at Alby’s insistence to lay claim to the remainder of the rider.
Realising their laziness they helped the band lug their gear and load it into
the back of the van.
“You guys
are all coming to the party right? Piers, would you mind driving the van to
mine?”
“Absolutely.
But I am a bit drunk…”
“So are
we,” Zach pumped the air triumphantly.
“I’m OK.
I can drive,” Yoshi offered and Alby threw him the keys. “Righto, who wants a
lift?”
Karl
called shotgun, leaving other two to clamber over the instruments and nestle
awkwardly amongst the haphazardly packed equipment. Alby, Zach and a couple other
band members hailed a taxi as Karl slid the door of the van shut behind the
squished silhouettes of Marshall and Piers. As the van lurched out of its bay a
synth dislodged itself and slipped across the top of a snare box, angling down
and narrowly missing Piers’ groin.
“Fucking
Asian drivers!”
“Piss
off, whitey.”
He wrestled
the unfamiliar vehicle into the drive-through to pick up a carton of beer.
Money was exchanged between the front and back of the van via contorted arms
and fingers; boxes dug into ribs. They stopped at a servo and Karl ran inside
to grab an assortment of pies and sausage rolls from the bain-marie, which he
distributed judiciously around the van. The recorded sounds of the songs they
had just seen burst from the stereo as they ate and drove across the flat back
of the city to the next suburb.
They
crept between the lines of cars, inching past the great colonial veranda of the
house sagging into a smile under the weight of time. Humanity overflowed
through the front door to congregate on the veranda, in the yard, against the
side of the house, or in the fig tree amongst the wild oats and sedge of the
front yard. A jumble of cars sprawling out across the verge and lawn blocked
the driveway. They gave up on the idea of unloading that night, instead turning
into a side street and parking beneath the comparative safety of a streetlight.
The sheer number of cars encircling the block was a clear indicator that the
party was already in full swing. Piers inverted then cracked the lids off four
Coopers Green and passed them around the van.
They
locked up and walked up the street to the beat of the reverberating bass drum
and walked self-consciously up the path bisecting the weeds and up the faded
red concrete steps to the weathered timber porch. They felt as though the eyes
of those amongst the weeds, in the tree and on the veranda were all turned upon
them. One or two recognised Piers as Alby’s brother and payed no more
attention, but the rest remained in a state of aloof permafrost until Alby
emerged from the hallway.
In the
mere minutes since he’d arrived home he had managed to deck himself out in
reflective silver pants, a tasselled brown leather vest and a sequined racoon
hat atop his head, a renewed glow on his face. He clapped his hands and beamed
a bright toothy smile at the newcomers, rushing up and hugging each in turn as
they rose to the veranda and introducing them to anyone within range; an ADHD
kid on red cordial.
“This is
my big brother Piers. Man, I haven’t seen you in ages! How’s work going? You
joined the circus yet? We’ll get you doing flips and shit later. The flaming
hoops are all set up waiting to be lit.” He barely paused for breath.
“Everyone, this guy, Yoshi, is great! Shoosh, everyone, I’m introducing.
They’re cool. Yoshi’s cool. The cool geeks. I mean that in the most sincere
kind of way, man. And this here is Marshall.”
“And
this… sorry man, I’ve seen you around before. What’s your name again?”
“Karl. I
was at Piers’ party a couple of months ago.” Karl extended his hand, but found
himself being encased in a bear hug instead.
“Ah,
great man. Karl. Put your beer in the washing machine out the back. Yeah!” And
he bounded off down the stairs with his goofy giant grin to find the next thing
that sparkled and burst and clawed at his attention. Someone said something to
him and he bent forward from the waist like a pair of scissors until his nose
almost hit his knees, and clapped his hands together to the rhythm of his own
laughter at what you would swear was the funniest thing he had ever heard- a
manic angel amongst mortals.
Marshall, Yoshi, Piers and Karl ventured
through the throng of loose-limbed dancing youths to deposit their drinks in
the laundry. The fraying wooden boards creaked and vibrated from the sensation
of movement, and reverberated to the thunder emanating from the sub-woofers
bolted firmly through the floor. The unholy menagerie flailed and swayed to the
incessant beat, screaming out the choruses, inventing dance-moves, punching the
air and grabbed at each other, moving in patterns and shapes against the
strobing lights and beneath the glittering mirror ball as god’s shining people.
The boys
leaned against a wall and watched, spiriting snacks from the laminated kitchen
table and steeling themselves for the onslaught of things to come. Piers
started talking to Zach, who was adorned in a shining silver vest and leather
chaps as though he and Alby had swapped components of each others outfit,
except Zach’s featured the inexplicable addition of a multicolour sequined
codpiece. Zach bummed a cigarette from Yoshi and they exchanged pleasantries
and laughter over his choice of attire.
Marshall
scanned the room picking out occasional familiar faces from the incestuous
local nightlife, however most remained foreign. The vast majority of the
revellers shared that slightly skewed sensibility and demeanour favoured by
artisans the world over who exude that indescribable joie de vivre that comes
from creative instinct and having the freedom to explore the more obscure
avenues and alleyways of life. They flailed unabashed on the dance floor,
uncaring of watching eyes. Debauchery perfumed the air.
Marshall
leaned his back against the wall trying to appear nonchalant and relaxed. The
nervous grin imprinted upon his face giving him away. He half involved himself
in conversation while the other half watched the girls spinning and jumping in
the next room. There was a different atmosphere to any other party he’d ever
attended- the music louder, the people more delirious and the electricity of
the room crackling and threatening to ignite the shreds of wallpaper hanging
curled off the walls and incinerate them all.
He was
wooed by the willingness of these beautifully imperfect people to let go of
their inhibitions and behave like overexcited children. He was equally nervous
and ecstatic at the direction the night had taken, unsure of whether he should
run away in fear or join the flailing masses. He wanted to obtain even just a
trace of their spirit, but instead remained rooted to the spot, an imprint
against the wall, a gawking compromise.
A
nuggetty guy sporting a beret and a waxed moustache marched in from the back
yard brandishing a broken off table leg and holding a toy megaphone to his
mouth shouting what he figured to be a rousing speech at his cabal of friends
on the dancefloor, who punched the air and joined his chants proclaiming the
need to revolt against the bourgeois aristocracy of the front lawn. Judging the
frenzy, the megaphone man pointed down the hallway with the table leg and
barked his orders for attack. The onlookers watched and laughed as the
revolutionary forces ran off down the corridor towards their fated foe, eyes
gleaming with the thrill of the game.
Those
not involved followed closely to watch the pitched battle unfold outside.
Combatants fought in slow motion, puffing their cheeks and swinging
exaggeratedly at one another. The targets of the attack- a circle of their
friends that had been quietly chatting a moment earlier- were all too eager to
play along, exaggerating their facial expressions and reactions to coincide
with the slow moving fists directed at their faces and bellies. Those holding
back on the veranda laughed and pointed at the highlights.
Megaphone
man reached out slowly to grab at a young woman’s breast, only to have her
counter with a slow knee to the groin. As he fell she prised the megaphone from
his hand and held it aloft in triumph, only to have someone else- a traitor
within her own army- tackle her around the midriff, hoist her over his shoulder
and bodyslam her into the grass in glorious slow motion.
Taking
his lede, all the combatants started fighting with whoever was closest, whether
friend or foe, with the aim of claiming the symbolic megaphone as their own.
The bodies of the defeated formed a pile in the centre of the yard, until only
two remained standing, both with one hand clutching the prize. His fist arced
slowly towards her cheek as her fore- and middle fingers extended towards his
eyes. They timed their movements to connect at precisely the same time, and
both tumbled theatrically on top of the groaning pile of corpses. The megaphone
spilled out onto the grass out of reach.
The
onlookers cheered and applauded as the participants unpicked themselves from
the tangle of limbs and staggered to their feet to take their bows. They
jostled and bumped each other with spirit and a couple of friends started to
wrestle, legs, arms and bodies clashing and thrashing as they tried to pin each
other to the ground. Others stood around laughing and cheering their champion.
Occasionally Marshall would escape on
drink-finding missions through the ranks of the crazed young things, the back
of his mind willing them to engage him in their world. He would cast furtive
glances across the floor, trying to catch the flicker of an eye and an opening
into their world- the manic, idyllic world of fervent youth. Smiles would flash
across the room, but Marshall couldn’t determine whether these were directed at
him, at others, or just thrown into the general milieu of delirium sparked by a
cocktail of alcohol, drugs and adrenaline. In the end he would always err on
the side of fear. He put his head down and shuffled through to the laundry room.
As he fished
a couple of bottles out of the ice in the washing machine a pair of pretty
young things accosted him as an object for their own entertainment while they
waited for the toilet. Visually, they were the antithesis of each other. One
tall with long wavy red hair, her figure accentuated by a black and white
bodice over the top of her shirt; the other short, brown and square, an Andean
peasant in a floral vintage dress.
“Guys
have to pee out the back. Don’t be thinking you can just push in,” said the brunette.
“Oh
sorry, I’m just getting drinks. It’s all yours.” He was flustered at the
accusation at first, holding up three bottles as evidence, before he realised
from their smiles that they were just messing with him. He felt his cheeks
start to glow.
“I should
think so. A gentleman should know his place.”
“Oh…”
Marshall scuffed his right heel against the concrete in mock shame. “Can’t I go
in with you? I’ll just pee between your legs. It’ll be both fun and efficient.”
Both
girls laughed, delighted by the boldness of this new face before them, and his
willingness, without much persuasion, to play along and build upon their own
little games of imagination.
“Oh, we
were already going to do that anyway,” said the redhead. “She has incredible
aim.”
“Yeah,
just open them up and away I go. I could piss through the eye of a needle.”
They all
laughed, but as the moment arrived for Marshall to introduce himself the toilet
door suddenly opened. Zach appeared in the doorway, his lips and cheeks smeared
with a particularly vibrant shade of red. He stopped abruptly and widened his
eyes at the small group around the door. His eyes darted about as he tried to
close the door behind him, but the girls protested with squeals as they chocked
the door open with their feet and shoulders. He tried desperately to assure
them that nothing untoward was happening, that he had naturally just used the
toilet, but the truth wasn’t obscured for long, as the brunette bob of his
girlfriend Donna peeked through the gap. The girls shrieked and fell laughing
against the wall as Zach stood sheepish, sprung, and Donna tried as demurely
and naturally as possible to readjust her cream shirt, and tried to rub
lipstick from her boyfriends face. Realising that he was sprung Zach tacked
right. He clasped Donna’s hand firmly and drew her towards him, catching her
with his free arm, dipping her low, and planting his lips passionately to hers
as though drawing the last of the air from her lungs. He declared loudly and
clearly “Cheers, love” before exaggeratedly wiping the back of his hand across his
mouth.
A cheer
swelled from the onlookers. Donna’s face deepened to the colour of her
lipstick. She punched Zach’s arm playfully, yet still with enough force to be
taken seriously, and dragged him away from the throng. Buoyed by his success
Zach offered up his free hand for a high-five, declaring unabashed, and with a
sense of drama and finality “We so totally just had sex!”
Marshall
accepted the raised palm with a newly opened beer as the girls stumbled past
him into the bathroom. “Sorry, there’s not enough room in here for you as
well,” said the brunette as she paused while closing the door.
“Awwww,
no fair”, he whined, “I guess I’ll have to go outside, then.” He grabbed
another beer to replace the one donated to Zach, twisting the lid off and
tossing it in the sink as the door clicked shut. He negotiated the step into
the living area. To the right Zach was already in the kitchen laughing with a
couple of comedians and pouring undefinable mixers into two large plastic
tumblers, one for himself and one for Donna, who by now had returned to her
clan on the dance floor.
A circle
had formed, and members were taking it in turns to see who could spin the
greatest number of times in one movement. Each attempt brought machine gun
bursts of laughter from the other participants as they staggered and fell from
the inadvisable union of alcohol and inertia. One particularly tall and gangly
guy, upon completing two-and-a-half turns, set off at a perilous angle through a
gap in the circle, between a couple of singing girls and, despite caterwauling
franticly to remain upright, lost his battle with gravity and plunged headlong towards
the doorframe. Inexplicably, a stray beach ball lodged between his head and the
lintel, saving his skull from being split down the middle. A mixture of gasps
and roars of delight erupted from all onlookers.
Marshall
grinned and bent down to help the bewildered fool back to his feet. The other
twirlers, by now howling maniacally and with tears welling in their eyes,
flocked over to rub his head for luck. He kicked abstractly at the beachball
and flushed with embarrassment, restoring his cheeks from their pallor. Marshall
raised his beer towards the receding back and negotiated his own way back down
the hall, past the bedrooms and outside to the veranda.
Marshall
returned to the circle into which his friends had merged, which was now engaged
in the serious political discourse of reaffirmation of ideology. They were glad
to be in the company of other, like-minded individuals, but each privately knew
they lacked the tangible conviction to back up their words. It would serve as
all inebriated political discussions do, as a means of saying, “Look here. I
share your beliefs. Please like me. I want to belong.” Karl looked across at
Marshall and rolled his eyes. While they both agreed with much of what was
being said, they couldn’t find it within themselves to take it seriously. They
had talked at length about these themes before and come to the conclusion that no
ideology holds all the keys to nirvana. Each has its merits, but the vast
cacophony of mankind rendered each individual ideology redundant. There was no
accounting for personal beliefs.
Marshall
smiled distractedly at Karl’s sardonic contribution to the false debate. His
mind was elsewhere, enchanted by its brief foray into the inner sanctum of the
artists; relieved that he hadn’t been shunned, that his presence hadn’t given
brought about muted whispers from the local hierarchy. He caught himself
wondering what it must be like to be one of them; to be a creative force, a
contributor to this tight-nit little community. He imagined their lives
different, more exciting, more complete. He desired to possess what they
possessed.
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Friday, 17 May 2013
Between Here and the Sky- Chapter 4: The Cellar
Looking at the clock in the
bottom corner of his screen for the thousandth time that day Marshall declared
it to be time to head to the pub. He shut down the computer for the weekend and
checked that his drawers were locked before throwing his satchel over his
shoulder and crossing the corridor to Yoshi’s office. Together they did the
rounds of the department, picking up those who were keen and a few who were not
so keen but didn’t want to create a scene by refusing.
They
left the building as a mob, Yoshi skipping ahead while Marshall called Piers to
let him know they’d already left. They procured a table in the beer garden
under the shade of the oak trees as Marshall went to the bar and bought 2 jugs
of Golden Ale to kick things off. Karl and Leigh lambasted him- Karl for not
getting Amber Ale, and Leigh for getting beer in the first place. Leigh went to
get a bottle of red as Karl and Marshall started pouring out the beer.
By
the end of Happy Hour the group was down to its core members of Marshall,
Piers, Yoshi, Karl and Leigh, the others making their excuses and heading home
for the weekend. Marshall had his arms around Karl’s hulking shoulders at one
end of the table, going over the details of his latest breakup, while the
others entertained themselves with their plans for the forthcoming Postgraduate
Student Association cocktail night.
According
to Karl the breakup had been due to his inability to go to Leigh’s mother’s 60th
birthday party, and that if he couldn’t commit to something so small, yet so
meaningful to her, then what was the point in staying together? In her mind it meant
that Karl was afraid of commitment. He had tried to dissuade her- that he had
an important timed experiment that had to be done- but she wasn’t listening. So
that was that. Karl stared vacantly into the froth of his beer.
The
relationship between Karl and Leigh stretched back some years to their time in
student politics, when Karl had been VP of the Student Guild having formed a
coalition with the not-quite-as-left-as-him Labor Party. He was loathe to call
himself a communist and risk being tarred with the same brush as the campus
socialists involved in circular group-think and handing out copies of the
Socialist Weekly outside the Reid library. Despite his personal manifesto being
in a state of continual flux, like-minded people still seemed to be pulled into
his orbit like moons around a planet. If he had the self-confidence to match
his formidable intellect he would have been a danger to any impressionable
fresher looking to shift their ideology from the right-wing dogma of their
middle-class parents. As it was he was tearing himself up with Leigh.
Leigh,
an avowed Green had been one of the normal members of the Guild Council. She
spent much of her time at these weekly meetings trading glances with this
larger-than-life character over the polished wooden table while their peers
drafted pressers condemning the actions of Japanese whalers and declaring the
campus a safe haven for refugees. They discovered a shared source of amusement trading
in underhanded and cynical comments while everyone else seemed too caught up in
their own moral seriousness. Before long Leigh found herself in Karl’s flat,
naked, after several hours debating the Northern Territory Intervention over a
cask of rough red. Even from the start their relationship was built on seismic
fault lines. They were both as bad as each other.
The
drama Karl and Leigh wrote together was at simultaneously irritating and
amusing to those caught up in their web. They were wonderful and engaging
people and both thoroughly enjoyed a long night out, but their acquaintances
were never quite sure of the status of their relationship and, not wanting to
bring the topic up in conversation, would ignore the entire thing until someone
informed them of the pendulum’s swing.
The
evening had reached the fork in the road. Either they could take the low road
and continue in the current quixotic frenzy and be written off by dinner time,
or they could take the high road, put the brakes on and make a night of it. In
the spirit of democracy they argued the merits of each option before putting it
to a vote. Leigh voted for annihilation, but it was all for nought. Piers,
Marshall and Yoshi were intent on making it to the gig, while Karl agreed
predominantly as a means of pissing Leigh off. She rolled her eyes and poured
the final dribble of the wine into her glass.
They
finished off the last of their drinks and gathered their bags from underneath
the table. The boys tried to convince Leigh to come out with them and enjoy a
night out on the town, Karl even lowered his lance in reconciliation, but she
offered her excuses and made off into the night. She had designs on going
around to her best friend’s house with a couple more bottles of wine to curl up
on the couch in front of the heater and bitch about life. All the time being
surrounded by the boys had built up so much pressure inside her that she needed
to vent.
Piers
called his brother and got him to reserve another couple of tickets on the
door. The four of them would split the cost of the fourth. They caught a taxi
into Northbridge and after paying wandered through a back alley into the heart
of what passed as the local version of Chinatown. A young spruiker, probably
the daughter of the owner, welcomed them into a room where the tables were
wedged tightly around each other and the walkways were choked with a gridlock
of food trolleys. They approached the maitre de with the number of people to be
seated, took a number and loitered out the front trying to topple each other
into piles of rubbish bags that lined the redbrick wall.
At the
call of their number they slid back inside and around a plastic-covered table
and steeled themselves for the onslaught ahead. As the gleaming metallic carts
came around they selected an array of baskets filled with various steamed and
fried dumplings and giant plates of deep fried squid tentacles battered in
garlic they took glee in calling ‘curly fries’. A couple of pots of
complimentary green tea were delivered to their table to help wash it all down,
rehydrating and preparing them for the night ahead.
It only
took them 20 minutes to gorge themselves to the brink of coma. Their eyes
glazed over and their jaws hung slack from the mountains of MSG now lining
their stomachs. They loosened their belts, slouched in their chairs, stared at
the ceiling and smiled contentedly, blissed with the state of the world.
While
they were in their fugue the staff bustled around them like birds, clearing
away empty bowls, cups, baskets, napkins and plates. A freshly printed white
bill was placed deliberately in the middle of the table, a message to ‘pay up
and get out so we can do another sitting’. They each put in $15 for the
pleasure of the experience and, groaning their appreciation, slid back out into
the aisle and waddled out the door.
Hit by
the blare of the shouts and noise of James Street a sudden fear overcame them.
The fog of MSG lifting from their eyes and they looked out of terrified eyes.
Their urge was to dart back the way they came and regain their composure before
figuring out a plan to skirt around the sinister heart of Northbridge. Instead
they steeled themselves and lifted a façade of nonchalance so as not to let
their illusions of masculinity be perceived. Not uttering a word of the fear
each was silently battling, they strode purposefully up the street weaving in
and out of traffic intent on not making eye contact with strangers, and making
it to the other end undamaged.
They
were headed towards a regular haunt on the fringes of the city. Nights at The
Cellar were typically filled in equal measures by magical musical gems- those
that shine so bright you think they will explode- and miscarriages- trashed equipment
and bandmates turning on each other mid-song. It acted as a lone beacon to
those youths disenchanted with the shiny lights and plastic sounds, the drunken
brawlers, the smeared skanks and the strip clubs that pass as popular
entertainment. It offered the opportunity to immerse oneself in a
counter-culture amongst the painfully cool kids with their tattoos, piercings
and avant-garde fashions. But more than that, a place to go to forget yourself,
to forget your inhibitions and just act as though you are the only person left
in the universe. A place of freedom. To dance without worrying about the eyes
of others judging your every move. Because no one was there to care about what
anybody else did, so long as there was a spirit and mood created to carry them
through the dark of night.
Nightclub
bouncers lay in wait for the disorderly teens to descend from the suburbs. They
hurried past and made it to The Cellar as the queue was dwindling and people
were filing into the outer courtyard. An unorganised line had spread out across
the bar as patrons waited impatiently for the staff to tend to their whims. A
couple of guys were plugging cords into their synthesisers on the stage inside.
Marshall, Piers and Karl got beers with which to recommence their drinking,
while Yoshi rued his ancestry and got a pint of water. Small clumps of people
randomly dotted the floor of the room, some sitting, some standing, a couple
dancing. They assumed their positions towards the back of the dance floor
nodding and shifting their weight almost in time with the beat. After a couple
of songs they grew restless and returned to the concrete garden to perch on
stacks of wooden pallets while they waited for Alby’s turn to take the stage.
An
interval between the acts gave the fashionable latecomers a chance to arrive
and lean nonchalantly against the walls of the club. Finally the MC summonsed
everyone to crush into the dimly lit room. The scientists were washed forwards
to end up around the paisley-printed pillar in the centre of the room by the
tide of people eager to secure a good vantage point. By the time the house
lights went down the room was full, with barely room for the small women to
squeeze through to the front and they clutched their beers close to their
chests.
A cheer
rose to greet Eye’s Quittin’ as they strode through the black velvet curtain to
the stage. They shouldered arm and scrunched up their sleeves nervously while
they awaiting the drummers signal to begin. The drummer, decked in only
Wayfarers and torn denim shorts attacked the snare with a machine gun staccato
attack before launching into a relentlessly complex pattern of toms, bass and
snare. The bass joined and swirled intricately around the drum rolls. The
guitars fed around each other and through all manner of effects pedals- one
buzzing and sawing a rhythm, the other trilling and picking out a melody.
Jarring counterpoints melted into slick harmony and back again. Timings morphed
and stretched the rhythms, melodies and counter-melodies seamlessly. Breath was
paused. The banter at the bar surrendered to the intensity on stage. Those
closest leaned in to breathe the music; smiles splitting their faces in half.
The room was on the brink of falling apart into a billion tiny fragments, held
together only by the collective strength of those on stage and the rapturous and
glowing faces hanging on their every sound.
Alby and
his co-vocalist Zach stalked and preened out in front as though this was what
they had been put on this earth to do. They traded front-man duties, the other
taking up station at either at the series of pedals and switches on the floor,
or beating the second drum kit on the side of the stage to within an inch of
its life. They were loud and relentless, pushing the music forward into new and
vital places. Feet were moved, hearts were raced, limbs were flailed, brows
were wiped. Eyes from every direction burned and illuminated the stage.
The
drummer appeared as though overcome by some unseen force that would launch him
through the bass drum, across the stage, through the crowd and out the door at
any moment, tracks smouldering in his wake. The audience dared not look away
for fear of missing the offer of enlightenment radiating from the stage. They were
statues during the eerie, woozy troughs, and flailed as though decapitated through
the soaring crescendos. They would do anything the music commanded them.
They
played the album straight through from start to finish, intricately weaving one
song into the next without pause to create a single, overwhelming symphony.
They left the stage bathed in layers of reverb, the lights softly breathing
through the smoke to the instruments flung haphazardly across the floor. The
audience roared their appreciation, and as the drone of feedback subsided Alby
and Zach returned to stage. Zach plugged in the acoustic guitar strapped over
his shoulder and Alby bent and picked up a trumpet from between the drums. Zach
elicited the nostalgic sound of crackling vinyl from an effects pedal and began
to pick out a simple two bar melody, and Alby coaxed an achingly pretty
sustained note from his muted horn. The three other band members calmly walked
on stage, huddled around a microphone and together softly began to breathe the
chant ‘it’s all alright’. One by one their voices broke away from the central
line, folding harmonies around each other and enveloping the silenced audience
in a cloud of bliss. Marshall closed his eyes and soared above the room,
swooping and soaring with the music. A perfect dénouement; a cool rain after a
hot day.
The band took
their bows and sustained applause escorted them from the stage. Out back they
were quiet, smiling blissfully and patting each other on the arms for a job
well done. Out the front, Marshall’s chest burst with pride over what he had
just witnessed, Karl joined the line for merchandise, and Yoshi continued to
nod his head in dazed appreciation well after the floor had been cleared.
Electric murmurs swept through those in line as they waited to pick up a copy
of the album, before dispersing into the night to bury it in their stereos in a
desperate attempt to relive the night.
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